Ok, finally got around to changing the introduction text. But as you can see, I'm too sianz to write a proper one, so am going to blabber on in hopes that you will get an idea of what sort of person I am by guessing. Yeah, the format of this blog is crap. I haven't got around to fixing it. Later lah.. Much later...
Disappointment when the people you think you've known all your life turn out to be strangers. Who are they? Suddenly you don't understand them. Suddenly you are left with the ground gone beneath your feet. What was certain is now not and will never be - how much of what was taken for granted as day-to-day reality is true anymore?
Disappointment when others you thought understood you, don't and never did ever understand you. You thought you were on the same page. You shared. You felt better. Then you realize you might as well have been talking to a stuffed bear all along - for all they get it.
Disappointment when expectations exceed reality. That you start believing something may be true, you think it is true, you know it is true - then you are dealt the shock that it never was.
